Not Everything is Constructive

I know that about 80% of my readers are people who have followed my life for years now. People who know the ins and outs of my life from a young age until I was removed from the spotlight.

I recently spoke to someone who told me that among all other stories of people who fell mine was the worst. I usually don't want to know what people are saying about me but this time I wanted to know why am I considered the worst. I knew this would hurt me deeply but I wanted to know any way.

Hearing about it made me realize that the story of how and why I fell wasn't actually the worst but rather, those who told it were the worst ones. Its amazing how people can say anything to make themselves look better in font of others. Caring less about their own salvation as well as the salvation of the soul they are crucifying.

My defense to him was, believe whatever you want to believe. I was not going to say anything to justify myself. That´s what I´ve been doin
g for the past year anyway. In this God is the one who is to speak for me when He sees fit to do so.

We all have freedom of speech by the law... and yes, it is our right to speak of whatever we feel like venting out. Also, we can do whatever we want.  But while doing it, we always have to remember that:

"I have the right to do anything," you say--but not everything is beneficial. "I have the right to do anything"--but not everything is constructive." 1 Corinthians 10:23

Stay Blessed!!!

Orphan

As orphans we tend to ask ourselves questions like:  Why am I still alive? What is the purpose of my life? Each beginning year we want to know where to fro here? and all that is painful because we are being reminded of how aloe we are.

Loneliness is not pretty. It is sharp and pieces straight through the heart. We ca have friends and people whom we live with but the emptiness of not having a parent, never goes away. It´s a pain we try curing our entire lives but it just never goes away. 

Well, this is what´s important about us all orphans -  we survived.  We survived the pain, we survived the fact that we are orphans and we are still surviving the loneliness and wanting to talk but can´t because no one understands us like mom or like dad.

With that, we can continue knowing that we are survivors. 

Stay blessed!!!